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21post.mortem.

I find power and strength in everything I love. My energy is your weakness and my weakness, too. I talked to you and to the stars when everything was simple, and now I talk just to my self: Love was … Continue reading

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loneliest human on earth

A feeling of sadness and a very big loss eliminate the memory of easiness in my head so heavy beset by doubts of life and makes me feel like the loneliest human on earth.

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Kingdomcome

…and I’d wish to drown in the sea, like a king in his blood to sink to the bottom of my kingdom, in peace and silence and to lie down my crown on the ground of the world and to … Continue reading

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..as of now

I stopped following, just stood there and inhaled. Found something else to listen to, a new sound. Just like a feather floating above the sea. A silent rush of freedom that touches my skin. A salty taste just like the … Continue reading

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THE CREATION

FAR, FAR ON OUR WAY THROUGH PAIN SURREAL AND EVIL NO ONE CAN ESCAPE YOUR VOICE WE LISTEN TO THE BONES AND, LISTEN TO THE BONES AND BOMBS EARN OUR WORLD, SING WHISPER TO EARTH.. THE BOMBS.

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The Suffering

I forgot how to write and how to express my sadness, my feelings and fears. Maybe there are no more fears. Maybe I lost my muse. Here’s only silence. When I was lying in bed, right before falling asleep, with … Continue reading

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meandasuicide & CVLT NATION

WOOOHOOOOOHOOOHOOOOW GUYS.. I hope you still remember my post about CVLT NATION?! Well, ThornyThoughts was featured by Amy on CVLT NATION just a week ago – and my blog was mentioned in this article, too! I was – and am … Continue reading

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period.

anger and fear are choking me. hope is just a phase. period. maybe it’s panic. maybe fear of loss. no one knows. I miss my lonesomeness.

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Black Despair

I never received any compliments. For anything I did. Or anything I am. But you are so strong.. Now I can not see at all and I can not forget. The needles prick my heart. I never was The One.  … Continue reading

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while Study is invention’s cruel stepmother

While we sit in our cages, in fear and laced with scars of freedom A monstrous enigma happens outside Do not try to close your eyes. Darkness will devour us all. Thy will be done. A single feeling will be … Continue reading

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